I -- I never said I wasn't down for raising a kid either. Like I said, I helped!
[ . . . It's a bad answer which follows up a bad answer and he knows it. Not for the first time, Sullivan reaches a hand up which looked like he was running his hand through his bangs only to find no bangs there because he's long since gone bald in the front. He sighs at that, and then looks at the TV screen, wondering to himself how he got into this situation in the first place ]
But-- but, Masaomi would probably just tell you it's instinct. Honestly I would too but I know - know - that's a pretty bad answer so... It's more like the older you get, the more close to dying you get, the more it's like "oh shit I should make an impact." And for a lotta us, the best and maybe even easiest - for the act, I know. Not... the whole thing - is to go and have a kid. Plus if someone has your kid, it's - well you know you're at least pretty special to them.
But me - I mean. Like I said, if the pack was more down with kids I might've tried to have one like that [ . . . Ada wouldn't have consented either but he'll ignore that if she's willing to ] but because I wanted to be responsible, I didn't think I should and so... I didn't.
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[ . . . It's a bad answer which follows up a bad answer and he knows it. Not for the first time, Sullivan reaches a hand up which looked like he was running his hand through his bangs only to find no bangs there because he's long since gone bald in the front. He sighs at that, and then looks at the TV screen, wondering to himself how he got into this situation in the first place ]
But-- but, Masaomi would probably just tell you it's instinct. Honestly I would too but I know - know - that's a pretty bad answer so... It's more like the older you get, the more close to dying you get, the more it's like "oh shit I should make an impact." And for a lotta us, the best and maybe even easiest - for the act, I know. Not... the whole thing - is to go and have a kid. Plus if someone has your kid, it's - well you know you're at least pretty special to them.
But me - I mean. Like I said, if the pack was more down with kids I might've tried to have one like that [ . . . Ada wouldn't have consented either but he'll ignore that if she's willing to ] but because I wanted to be responsible, I didn't think I should and so... I didn't.
[ A beat ]
... I used to be more hip.
[ Maybe. ]