Mm. [So, it only makes sense to get into this. She wraps her fingers around him and moves in short, twisting kind of pumps.] It makes sense, doesn't it? Even though I don't like girls, I still like mom. I've always loved dad, and then Yamato. [That's already the greater majority of their family.]
And for a while there I was upset that you were so into Veronica, like, just thinking about it would make me incredibly angry.
[But that anger was never particularly centered at her brother nor Veronica, it was more at herself. Because she had never tried hard enough, she'd relied on her and Koji always being Good.]
Rin's my mate, but I know he's going to do his own thing, he kind of has to, and that's fine. I think in exchange for that it's okay if I love my family.
[As such, it's a love that is certainly familial, but also incredibly romantic, and expressed in different ways. It was probably why it had kind of sucked to be trained by her father, because she could have all the sex she wanted with the man but that's all that it was - but with both Yamato and her mother there were greater additions to the overall relationship. Junko was the supportive unit to Yamato, and the companion to her mother, always listening, always giving her the attention their father kind of never thought to. But she'd lacked that with both Masaomi and Koji, so in hindsight it made sense that she got the pissiest at them, even when it wasn't their fault.]
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And for a while there I was upset that you were so into Veronica, like, just thinking about it would make me incredibly angry.
[But that anger was never particularly centered at her brother nor Veronica, it was more at herself. Because she had never tried hard enough, she'd relied on her and Koji always being Good.]
Rin's my mate, but I know he's going to do his own thing, he kind of has to, and that's fine. I think in exchange for that it's okay if I love my family.
[As such, it's a love that is certainly familial, but also incredibly romantic, and expressed in different ways. It was probably why it had kind of sucked to be trained by her father, because she could have all the sex she wanted with the man but that's all that it was - but with both Yamato and her mother there were greater additions to the overall relationship. Junko was the supportive unit to Yamato, and the companion to her mother, always listening, always giving her the attention their father kind of never thought to. But she'd lacked that with both Masaomi and Koji, so in hindsight it made sense that she got the pissiest at them, even when it wasn't their fault.]