No, I just don't enjoy lying to myself, that's all.
[She kind of says it to herself, in part because she doesn't want it to become a Thing as much as she does want it to be one. Ultimately it's not their fault that she still feels incredibly displaced and listless, so while she can't identify those emotions she also doesn't want to lay it on them, either. It's the sort of thing that could easily rip her good mood to shreds, but Masaomi starts doing this and that, and she ends up yelping with surprise.
The only reason she doesn't fall is because she clings to Masaomi a bit.]
Ah, is that so? [He probably isn't, sex tends to make boys think they like a lot of things they really don't.] I should be making it much more difficult for you, then.
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[She kind of says it to herself, in part because she doesn't want it to become a Thing as much as she does want it to be one. Ultimately it's not their fault that she still feels incredibly displaced and listless, so while she can't identify those emotions she also doesn't want to lay it on them, either. It's the sort of thing that could easily rip her good mood to shreds, but Masaomi starts doing this and that, and she ends up yelping with surprise.
The only reason she doesn't fall is because she clings to Masaomi a bit.]
Ah, is that so? [He probably isn't, sex tends to make boys think they like a lot of things they really don't.] I should be making it much more difficult for you, then.