[... She can't. She wants to, but she can't. Her feelings are just a bother, in the end, Nariko knows that even if Mikado and Masaomi are just too nice to say it.]
Don't - [No, that's awful, he'll think she's asking him to stop or something and she isn't.] Don't leave - okay.
[This is way more complicated, and it's unfair to even begin to ask Mikado to deal with it. It's more along the lines of 'don't let me leave' because she doesn't want to. Nariko's tried to be very strong about all this, all cool and detached but she can't do it. That's not how she really feels, and it's even harder to pretend when she feels like this.]
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Don't - [No, that's awful, he'll think she's asking him to stop or something and she isn't.] Don't leave - okay.
[This is way more complicated, and it's unfair to even begin to ask Mikado to deal with it. It's more along the lines of 'don't let me leave' because she doesn't want to. Nariko's tried to be very strong about all this, all cool and detached but she can't do it. That's not how she really feels, and it's even harder to pretend when she feels like this.]