[Well. Shit. She kind of blinks at that before just coming out with]
We're probably not very compatible, huh? [That was supposed to be more difficult to say but he just came out with something so different and unexpected it was almost as if her brain demanded she skip pretense and be as frank. Or something along those lines.] That's not - to say I don't still have feelings for you, I do. But it's just ...
[She laughs, but it's a little humorless.] I mean, it's not there for you, is it? That sense that even if you're with other people you have to be with me.
[That was something she had kind of learned from Masaomi and Nariko. While the latter was still terrifying Audrey, with her rather different lens, could see how dull she was in comparison to being with Masaomi. It was like watching the sunrise versus the sunset. And that was the feeling she wanted to have with another person, something natural and immediate.
Except it had been a month with Yamato, they'd been on dates and had sex and also not had sex and it just. Wasn't there. She couldn't feel it from him at all.]
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We're probably not very compatible, huh? [That was supposed to be more difficult to say but he just came out with something so different and unexpected it was almost as if her brain demanded she skip pretense and be as frank. Or something along those lines.] That's not - to say I don't still have feelings for you, I do. But it's just ...
[She laughs, but it's a little humorless.] I mean, it's not there for you, is it? That sense that even if you're with other people you have to be with me.
[That was something she had kind of learned from Masaomi and Nariko. While the latter was still terrifying Audrey, with her rather different lens, could see how dull she was in comparison to being with Masaomi. It was like watching the sunrise versus the sunset. And that was the feeling she wanted to have with another person, something natural and immediate.
Except it had been a month with Yamato, they'd been on dates and had sex and also not had sex and it just. Wasn't there. She couldn't feel it from him at all.]