It didn't feel as wrong as it should have to hold him, and the idea of spending more time with him didn't scare her as much as she'd convinced herself that it would. He was here and had worked so hard and she couldn't really imagine planning any of this or going through it without her brother. Sure, things had been weird before but that was a long time ago. Wouldn't Masaomi tell her to look toward the future? Or something like that. She won't let him too close to Junko at first but everything Nathan had done told her that he was trying. And it was good! It could work.
That she was being selfish and demanding, even cruel, wasn't the point and she wouldn't focus on that part. They were supposed to be together as a family, that was only right. Her true wrong was not attempting to fix it all earlier.]
Well, now it can happen.
[Nathan didn't plan on moving into the house so she can't imagine why Masaomi might really have an issue with it. She finally pulls away enough to look up at him and say,] It can be a fresh start for the both of of us. [Does she really need to let her fingers kind of muss up at the hair along the nape of his neck? Probably not, but it's an old habit with him. Before that rather fateful event she'd always been affectionate with her brother, to the extent that more than a few people mistook them for a couple.]
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It didn't feel as wrong as it should have to hold him, and the idea of spending more time with him didn't scare her as much as she'd convinced herself that it would. He was here and had worked so hard and she couldn't really imagine planning any of this or going through it without her brother. Sure, things had been weird before but that was a long time ago. Wouldn't Masaomi tell her to look toward the future? Or something like that. She won't let him too close to Junko at first but everything Nathan had done told her that he was trying. And it was good! It could work.
That she was being selfish and demanding, even cruel, wasn't the point and she wouldn't focus on that part. They were supposed to be together as a family, that was only right. Her true wrong was not attempting to fix it all earlier.]
Well, now it can happen.
[Nathan didn't plan on moving into the house so she can't imagine why Masaomi might really have an issue with it. She finally pulls away enough to look up at him and say,] It can be a fresh start for the both of of us. [Does she really need to let her fingers kind of muss up at the hair along the nape of his neck? Probably not, but it's an old habit with him. Before that rather fateful event she'd always been affectionate with her brother, to the extent that more than a few people mistook them for a couple.]