[ The fact that she took it doesn't really mean anything in the grand scheme of things. He never necessarily made it clear that the pill would do. His memory of that whole time has an alarming amount of gaps in it, because it's really amazing what severe depression will do to you. But the fact that she said it means a lot in this moment, because it's basically akin to her saying that she did, indeed, have some agency in what happened. Perhaps even liked it, a little.
But Nathaniel's more than smart enough to know he's fooling himself with his huge wave of relief, even if he can't entirely convince his body, which sees him releasing scent again and outright whimpering at the smell of the room in here. It was such a mistake to come in here. He knows it was such a mistake to come in here. She wouldn't want him, or she would have made it more clear and even if she did she had her mate ( . . . ) and...
And he had just said he wasn't like that.
Nathaniel slaps his thighs (hard) which might alert the world to the fact he has a budding erection or at least it feels like he does, but it also hurts enough that it snaps him out of his trace. He really should not have been trying to count how many piercings his sister had on her cunt. ]
Right! Good. [ That wasn't good. He still tries to sound peppy ] That's all I needed to know so I'll just leave you to -- this. Sorry about that!
I'm sorry this is so stupid both for you playing him after this and this itself
But Nathaniel's more than smart enough to know he's fooling himself with his huge wave of relief, even if he can't entirely convince his body, which sees him releasing scent again and outright whimpering at the smell of the room in here. It was such a mistake to come in here. He knows it was such a mistake to come in here. She wouldn't want him, or she would have made it more clear and even if she did she had her mate ( . . . ) and...
And he had just said he wasn't like that.
Nathaniel slaps his thighs (hard) which might alert the world to the fact he has a budding erection or at least it feels like he does, but it also hurts enough that it snaps him out of his trace. He really should not have been trying to count how many piercings his sister had on her cunt. ]
Right! Good. [ That wasn't good. He still tries to sound peppy ] That's all I needed to know so I'll just leave you to -- this. Sorry about that!
[ And he'll just turn... to go... ]