Who cares though, he was going to go off and die (okay not really. ... Probably. He'd been suicidal a few times in his life but he'd never actually done it and he even now was more fixating on just getting recklessly drunk and calling Irina to sob at her or watching some movie he loves with vodka flurries) anyway because he just made a bigger ass of himself than ever and ruined their relationship and his sister is a whore and in an open relationship and -- and he can't even think that far, because every little bit of her just makes him respond more, he tilts his head and opens his mouth into the kiss, his nails trail on her back and if that zipper is still loose they hook there and pull down on it. His own scent comes out in spades now, his body and mind both unable and probably unwilling to hold it back ]
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Who cares though, he was going to go off and die (okay not really. ... Probably. He'd been suicidal a few times in his life but he'd never actually done it and he even now was more fixating on just getting recklessly drunk and calling Irina to sob at her or watching some movie he loves with vodka flurries) anyway because he just made a bigger ass of himself than ever and ruined their relationship and his sister is a whore and in an open relationship and -- and he can't even think that far, because every little bit of her just makes him respond more, he tilts his head and opens his mouth into the kiss, his nails trail on her back and if that zipper is still loose they hook there and pull down on it. His own scent comes out in spades now, his body and mind both unable and probably unwilling to hold it back ]