[It's not like she deserves to have the topic softened any, so it's fine. In fact, she expected something a lot worse, though it might just be on his way.]

Yeah.

[She wants to touch and hug him and make it better, and the only thing that stops her is compassion: If she heard that he'd run off and knocked someone up she'd be pissy as fuck all. But rather than standing there awkwardly she sits on the edge of their bed, quiet for a good, long moment.] ... You can't tell anyone what I'm about to say - not that I think you would, it's just - I know there's something difficult right now, but everyone's got their pride. You, me, him, everyone.

[That's not going to make her next words any more or less right. She's still going to be an awful person for feeling the way she does.] This is just bad timing. You know I wanted it to be you, even when I was scared of being a shitty mom again, I couldn't not imagine having your kids.

[She'd always wanted as many as possible, but after Koji a lot of shit started to come up, and she'd refused to deal with any of it.] ... So this is just bad timing, okay? That's it.