masanari | [Futurelandia] An Eventful Valentines and beyond (happy new year)

[ The dark reason there, of course, is that he thought there was a possibility that they would never been reunited. That said, it's something that he doesn't need to dwell on, especially under the current circumstances. Right now, he just needed to ...

Focus.

And now, coaxed by her, he leans on in over her, and brushes her as well, locking their lips to kiss as he starts to move his hips a little more. Yes, this wasn't to mess with her. This was to savor her. And savor everything. ]

[She couldn't pretend to have thought they'd ever end up together again, and if they did that it would be like this. Even seeing how natural it was with Yamato and Junko didn't mean it would translate nearly as well to herself and Nathan, as it definitely hadn't in practice. But even so she couldn't help what pleasure did to her. A whimper pressed into his lips as she forces herself to remain still. It'd be so easy to just angle her hips up, make him go a little faster but ...

She's kind of stolen enough decisions for him, right? So even if he draws this out for an hour she'll be calm. It's not anywhere near the same as drugging her, but she can be obedient for him.]

[ He'd not even think about that whole stolen choices and autonomy thing. Like yes, he did have a really nasty kink in the whole drugging thing, but he wasn't bringing that into this! There was ... no need, right? It was hm and Nariko, and they were perfect together. She was perfect even with the minor changes to her body. Even if he could feel the rings down there sometimes brush against his flesh.

He couldn't even think to be jealous of bitter, so entranced was he.

The noise she makes against him spurs on his own throaty noise, and he shifts himself to bite and pull back one of her lips, letting go just to go back into the kiss. His hips rock a little bit faster, but it's ultimately still gentle. Against his own nature? Or maybe it was because of his nature. ]

[His kink was awful because he hadn't given her a choice, there wasn't actually anything wrong for it if there was consent involved! She just wasn't going to push it because of the whole, uh, pregnant thing and how thoroughly unprepared she was to have that conversation with him.

Enjoying every added bit of sensation was a much better plan, and if all he needed was a little reaction or two to get himself into a rhythm then Nariko was prepared to give a litany of them. There's really nothing wrong with this whole low and slow approach, if nothing else it's working her nerves in such a way that she feels unnaturally sensitive (or maybe that's just being pregnant, hard to tell).

When he's close enough, though, she winds her legs around him, holding on a lot tighter than she means to.]

[ He'd second that, even if he has been having withdrawal from it since his failed proposal. He'd gotten so used to that dynamic for years, it's strange to realized how much he relied on someone content with second best. Or well... no, she wasn't, in the end.

Good for her, really.

He was a mess. But right now, he was a mess drawn into her, and he groans when she wrapped her legs around him, using the increased pull to push against her, his tongue working in her mouth even as he does. She's so-

She smells-

He didn't know she was pregnant, but she did feel full and flush against him ]

[Good for her, but better for Nathan, right? Because even if Irina had accepted his proposal it just would have meant that Nariko would give his fiancee utter hell! It all worked out in the end even if they had to take the long way around, and she's avoided some intersections by choosing to keep things vague but, hell, she'll be talkative after the first go around.]

Oh, man. [It's rare of Nariko to ever stop a kiss but it's been a long time since she's been so genuinely happy while having sex. Not in the way that is the result of physical pleasure but it's just a deep, almost soulful kind of happy.] It's perfect.

[Him or this or that they're doing it - who knows what she means, and does it even really matter?]

[ Absolutely do not tell him that, it will absolutely go to his head and potentially cause problems later. Who knows, though, it might be for the best. But. Probably not. The man though grins when the kiss breaks - not because it did, but because he finds it hard to do anything but smile right now. ]

Yeah... it is. You are.

[ They are...? That might be true too. ]

[It will undoubtedly come up because she can't imagine how that would even go to his head. But the happiness is only further compounded by his smile.]

I almost actually believe you.

[That he thinks she's perfect - no amount of progress will keep her from doubting that. But now she's fully in the moment.]

I love you.

I love you.

[ And uh... ]

You should believe me - I'm pretty trustworthy.

[ Or something like that, maybe... ]

[She ... Has to try and keep from outright giggling, Nariko ends up going for an easy chuckle, a little breathless at the edges.]

You are very trustworthy.

[But everyone can be wrong about something, and ultimately this isn't an issue that can be resolved with a word or two. And even more importantly than that she doesn't really want to do or accept anything except for being with Nathan right now.]

Come on. [No more waiting, no more stalling.]

[ He is! Of course he is, he doesn't hide... anything. Okay no, he hides a lot of things, but you can't blame him for that under the circumstances. The man grunts though, laughing along with her and fading it into another kiss before... Well, before he starts to move, moaning the whole way as he gets them going with friction. He slides his hands up her, and makes to grab her own, so that they might entwine them together as they fuck.

Okay, no more waiting.

Let's just fuck. ]

[It's because he ended up having to hide a lot, because Nariko wouldn't deal with the inevitable, that they've had to wait long enough. So she's really not going to complain about getting down to the nitty gritty of it, whether it's fast or slow or done at some weird angle.

What really ends up getting her is the way he takes her hand, and how quickly she grasps it, threading their fingers together.]

Nathan.

[She loves him so much that it hurts, it's dizzying and overwhelming, she can't even keep her eyes open.]

[ Nariko. Nariko was at the center of everything for him, not only the core of his world, but the world itself, really. And when he entwines there fingers, as he squeezes her back, and as they connect with hard thrusts, as he wills himself forward and makes contact with her, connecting with her in every way. He's sure that he's crying again - sure of it. tears of joy and some tears regret that this allowed this connect, this impossibly perfect, foretold connection he's sure - sure - can't compare to her and her mate's to almost let die on the vine.

He loves her.

He loves her and he's finally fucking her again and that's - the best. He groans, squeezing her tighter and kissing herm shifting his chest to feel the shift of her breasts as he knocks into her ]

Nariko.

[It's true that she loves her brother so incredibly that it's almost a ridiculous feeling, like it shouldn't be as consuming and demanding as it is, it's amazing. And it is also true that the way she feels about him is entirely separate from how she feels about either mate, it's too intrinsically linked to their relationship as siblings to be immediately comparable.

But to say that there isn't a part of her that isn't dedicated to Masaomi even now would be incredibly false.

She does love Nathan though, enough that no one would blame him for thinking she might put him over anyone else. In the moment it only seems right as she kisses him back, and reaches one hand up to wipe at his cheeks. He's always been the more openly sensitive one and, honestly, it's something she loves about him.

It's stupid but she wants to say as much but all that comes out is some heavy, dark noise from the back of her throat. Talking might be a little beyond her.]

[ It's not like his own ability to communicate is going that much better. Nowhere else is it more obvious than in this moment that perhaps he was more "normal" than Yamato or Masaomi in that he can't form a sentence now either. Or maybe t was the fact that were related. Reduced now to some affectionate but heavy moan, he nuzzles against her hand, brushing he cheeks and his beard again her, moaning as he presses on.

How did they never...

This was Right. This was what was meant to be, and they delayed? This? It's so perfect. There is no one - it's only for her, only for Nariko that he has lived all this time. Only for the hope of this moment, he realized. All else was really a distraction. And in his mind, he dedicated every thrust to how much he loved her. ]

[Nariko grins a little because they really need to do something about this beard, but she's oddly accepting of it in the moment, letting her fingers tip into his hair, as if he would stop kissing her if she didn't monitor him. It does feel right, though, incredibly and wonderfully right. And there is a part of her that doesn't want to let this go but ... What exactly are the chances that Nathan can reconcile with the idea of sharing?

And is there really enough of her to be spread between three different people.

It's a philosophical question for later. Right now the effect of all that teasing and slow work is rearing at her because she's edging a lot closer to an orgasm than usual - or it's the pregnancy hormones, it's hard to tell, but hey! At least there won't be a nearly three decade absence once they finish this time!]

[ His own stamina - at least in so far as lasting long in an individual round - isn't that great either. And what's more, he has no need to hold back, because - because it's love, it's pure love and right now he wanted to shower her in all of it, embrace all of it in himself and whatever more worldly concerns he might have about say condoms are forgotten. He groans as he himself tangles his fingers in her hair, kissing her deeper and squeezing their one interlocked hand tight.

He was building fast to his own climax.

He loves her so much- he ... he's pretty sure this is real. ]

[This was definitely real, and if he'd somehow managed to express his doubt she might have outright laughed. They were so far beyond the point of questioning it because this wasn't an easily obtained feeling. But it was like him to sort of doubt until the very end, right? Especially if it was something good.

But she could ease his concerns a little by shaking, her hips digging back into the mattress as she cries out some morphed form of his name that's caught in the middle of their kiss.

Her brother is literally making her cum right now. How wild.]

[ She was one to talk, she couldn't even comprehend their position until this was done - it was made clear earlier when he was crying for joy when they were just kissing, and yet she was so stable! Or maybe it was just how they were. Honestly, Nathan didn't know either way, because the fact of the matter is all things were irrelevant other than this moment and this connection. His lips brushing against hers, catching his breath between there and squeezing her hand hard enough to no doubt make it a little painful, but that felt so secure--

And it was welcoming.

Nariko, Nariko... he breathed that name out, getting close- closer... And finally, he made his way towards a climax. Shoudl he pull out?

... No.

A part of him wanted to be inside of her. A part of him wanted... feared- he feared what he wanted. But he as going to cum inside of her ]

[Hey, the whole thing is still a big wonder! She'd never thought this would happen after having guilted herself for so long, and then fighting over the topic mentally for months. And if the grip of their hands really did hurt then she didn't give any sign, but then it wasn't as if she could feel anything other then pleasure mounting upon itself over and over again.

When she felt him spill in her she couldn't manage to kiss anymore, her head turned and she moaned, at first, and then quickly graduated to a scream as he seemed to drag her orgasm on with his own.

If only she could tell him that there was nothing to fear! But now, uh, was definitely not the moment for that.]

[ This still wasn't...

A thing that siblings did. He knew this, and he knew that things would never be the same between them... right? Last time, it had changed and uprooted everything. But this time... this time it might be okay, right? Even if this was the first time he had - well. No, no, whatever other dark thoughts, impure feelings he had he could keep locked up, that was safer. His brain was flickering through a million little details as he felt himself climaxing, as he shot out little bursts inside of her.

She screamed so loud.

She hadn't been able to do that much last time. ]

[It was a thing that Junko and Yamato did and her children were nothing if not unbearably earnest about what they wanted when it came to romantics. Even Koji, in his own way, could be incredibly genuine about it, and to say that watching Junko's slow burn affection towards her brother hadn't affected Nariko herself would be incredibly wrong. So, no, things will not remain the same and they're probably going to need to hammer some things out which might inevitably include those dark thoughts of his.

Right now she's enjoying the ability to make as much noise as she wants - this is really so much more fun without crazy drugs!

Nariko does her best to savor every single moment, caught between the desire to let it go on forever or let it end so that she can kiss him. Eventually the happy lethargy sets in and she just ... Smiles at him like a complete dope.]

[ In all honesty, he wasn't some big energizer bunny - if she had prompted them to keep going he would have tried, possibly even succeeded, but at least for a little bit of cooldown he would have bee pushing rope for a bit. As it is, the man, the brother is looking deep into her eyes, panting and sweating as he tries to reign himself back into some sort of normal state of mind. But that reign in was impossible.

He...

He did it? They did it. He-

Some part of his mind actually wishes there were drugs involved, but that part is quashed almost immediately by her smile, and he groans as he leans into to kiss her several more times, trying to portray his genuine, overwhelming affection towards her ]

Shit.

[And then she kind of laughs, kissing him back and giving him a really weird but affectionate hug.]

We just did that.

[It would be awful to say right now but she's actually tired, and would greatly prefer to just kind of lie down and cuddle a lot. Honestly if he wants to keep going after she's fallen asleep that's his thing and she'd be just fine with it, but this feels a little too emotional to just go right into another round. It took them over a decade to get to this point, and she's ready to savor now. ]

[ Um? ... Oh, no, that was affectionate, good ]

Yeah -- we. We sure did.

[ He inhales, exhales, and tries to keep from crying again. That was amazing, she's amazing, and even if that ending was a little crude, and it did make him jump, that was a jump easily remedied with a kiss or two. Not to mention, she was Nariko and that... that was a very Nariko answer. Vintage Nariko, even. ]

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thank you! also that seems like a perfect end for midlandia tbh

I agree that's what I was going for there anyway

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