There's nothing between Koji and I that knocks it off balance, though. It's fine the way it is because I like him acting that way. [But it wouldn't be like that with Masaomi. He's in a position of power, and if they did do it she'd probably be too nervous about possibly fucking up or not kissing his ass enough. In a way it has nothing to do with attraction (because she's admitted that that quality is there) or liking him (because she does like him well enough as a person, too).

If it was a situation where he wasn't so damn important to everyone, and where the ground between them was at least somewhat leveled then maybe it would be different. Maybe the idea wouldn't make her so nervous and maybe the near primal overzealousness he showed that week wouldn't intimidate her right out of her sex drive. But that's how it is, and as a result something ends up occurring to her.]

You're literally amazed that I'm not determined to fuck your dad.