masanari | [Futurelandia] The Wonderful Christmas (and maybe into New Years stuff too)

[Futurelandia] The Wonderful Christmas (and maybe into New Years stuff too)

[ Their pack's Christmas tended to be one which was full and chaotic, despite the fact that there were increasingly less children in the house as Yamato and Junko (and yes, Koji too) all grew to maturity. In some ways, this was actually more "kids" than had been in the house for it than in a long time, what with their new additions.

Still: Masaomi, Nariko, Ada, Sullivan, Emily, Octavio, Tom, Yamato, Junko, Koji, Veronica, and Audrey - Twelve people with at least one gift for everyone else, often times more in the case of those who were more generous or had deeper pockets or more to impress others with. The sheer number (even if it had grown over time) is probably what prompted them to set up a grate tree in one of the living room spaces which was probably meant to be a formal dining room and then lay out all the presents from everyone wrapped up under it andt hen sprawled out for a wide area around it all. There's chairs set up in a circle around the room to give everyone room to sit and the first one there (Which if, of course, Masaomi) brought bags for the wrapping paper to go into a recycle.

Also Masaomi has on a santa hat and a fake beard. Both of which Ada picked out years ago, and he wears mostly out of tradition. It's similarly out of tradition that he got up at the ass crack of dawn to sit in the room and eat some rice before anyone else got up, wait for them all to filter on in here usually starting with Ada or Sullivan or in recent years his eldest son so people can start to make breakfast and be ready. But either way, breakfast and present opening in the morning! A white elephant gift exchange game in the afternoon! A big dinner in the evening!

Christmas is a time of togetherness, where there has to be some structure, but there's a lot which can happen beyond all that and often did. Movies watched, songs sung, and even if this year of different and strange for a variety of reasons... well. It was still their day, and everyone would enjoy it. ]

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[ God, but this conversation was so hot. He groans a little as he begins to squeeze harder, and braces his hips behind her. He rocks his cock up between her ass cheeks, still not inserting it, but actively teasing her now, getting the thrill, living through the moment of it. He could practically see it, smell it in his head.

... Even if it had no place here as to if she would stop seeing Joshua, it almost feels like a shame if she did. He'd get to experience this thrill just a little less.

Oh well, he - ] Oh that's just naughty, that sort of slip up.

[ But please, go on. ]

But it's tempting, right? [Well, maybe just for her, he's probably terribly focused when he's with other women, whereas Nariko can't help always keeping her mate in her thoughts. It'd be nice to think that was the result of all the conditioning over the years, but really she's just too loyal for her own good. But at least it's shifting enough that, even now, she can put that aside to enjoy this. She doesn't even mind that he's teasing her because if he shoves his dick in her she's probably going to have a little trouble talking.]

He asks about you, sometimes. [Is this pressing it? She hopes not, but it is true.] And I think he wants to meet you, too. Just to say 'hi' and all that, I know, but ...

[Pausing is important when it comes to dramatic effect.] But I think it'd be hot, if he watched how mean you can be, especially since he couldn't hope to reach that level.

[And this is a two fold sort of issue: Nariko was vaguely aware that Joshua might have the wrong perspective of Masaomi and she did need to fix that - and would! But it'd also be fun to tease him a little. Nariko may or may not be a little sadistic.]

[ Tempting... aaaah. It takes him a moment to understand what she means, and he considers how to answer that for a moment, because it's really twofold - yes, he is incredibly focused on the partner he happens to be with at the time, so much so that he would be unlikely to slip up and say her name. But on the other hand... ]

I've had thoughts not unlike those, honestly... By comparison to you, I always feel like I need to be gentle with, say, Charlotte. [ He hums ] I don't know if I've said your name, but there's this and that time I need to hold back the comparisons.

[ That is to say, because he's in a dominant role, scolding his partner for not being able to do or handle something Nariko does naturally. ... He actually has done that at least once or twice with Junko though but. Details. Still, Nariko's suggestion there- he groans a little a little at the thought ]

Joshua-san could probably benefit from a lesson, in that case.

Ahh, but doesn't it stand to reason that, statistically, you'll probably never find someone who can handle as much as me?

[The high tolerance for pain, the masochism, and the need to push herself - A lot of that was born of situational factors, only some of it was inherent to her personality.] Still, I'm more than a little proud. [Even when they aren't together he can't help comparing that's - It's a complete boost to her ego, how could it be anything else? And he's actually agreeing to meeting Joshua! Maybe it shouldn't be so shocking but she's kind of excited, enough to squirm in place a little bit.]

Mm, we'd have to hope you wouldn't completely intimidate him!

[Because while it's true she might not continue on with him he wasn't ... Well, there were people who could lead and be lead that had some steel under their skin, and there were others that automatically responded to leaders. She would bet that Joshua was the latter.

But it's fine, because even if it takes her a little while longer she'll keep finding new partners just to enjoy this with Masaomi.]

[ Masaomi wouldn't mind anything about Joshua! Not shaking his hand and not being mean to him in front of him. Not fucking Nariko in front of him. Hell, not even doing some truly mean things to him. Maybe even being generous too? He could be generous too! Still...

Statistically - ]

Mmm, statistically, maybe. [ But not biochemically, not emotionally. Or at least... he's pretty sure he couldn't. But on the other hand, he was an Alpha, and an Alpha can definitely bring strange things out of other people that they never knew were possible. And in a lot of ways, he'd never really tested his own limits in that field. He grunts a little, slowing his hotdogging to consider - ]

But you're intending for us to educate Joshua-san, is it? What do we most want him to learn?

[ ... To think her so common, though ...]

Masaomi.

[There's a question lingering under her tone, it's practically begging to be asked, wadding up in her throat like something that has to be expelled for the sake of her health. But, frankly, they have an incredibly specific thing going on here, and every time she opens her mouth and let's herself speak freely it just leads to more trouble. So it's really better to close that off in its entirety. They're doing fine, they're fine. So why should she mess it up?]

Well, if it's for the sake of education then it should probably be that Alphas always win!

[Falling back into the sensation of being his slut and nothing more than that is easy, it hasn't been so long that she's forgotten about that. Her desire doesn't waver, to say his name like that was just a slight hiccup, he should really just ignore it, since she's fine.]

Alphas always win..! [ Now that is a motto. Frankly, he hasn't abused that too much in his lifetime, other than of course the "victory" over her. ... Who was also an Alpha. Still. But all the same, he ...

He should ignore that...

But while they had just been arguing and that was mostly on him, he pipes out, ]

Nariko.

[ In such a tone as to imply she should say what she was thinking there. The timing was a little strange, particularly to only be followed by that ]

Mm? [That one word encompasses 'nope, not talking about it.' in the most gentle way possible because, well! She's not going to talk about it. Frankly, you only have to really snap at her once to get the point across, alright? It's not as if she's afraid of talking to him but Nariko isn't an idiot, she's not going to bring up something that'll land them in the same place as before. It is clearly far healthier to bury ones personal issues and deep seated fears, which supports his idea that no one can know everything about each other.

So, really, it's fine.

The only real problem is that Masaomi is about as hardheaded as she is, so there's a chance he won't let go of this simply. Which is why she lets herself think about ... That time they fucked in that bar and ended up involving a whole bunch of people, the first time they fucked after she had Yamato and had been the picture of needy! They're all strong enough memories that they intensify her scent by whole degrees.

That's not cheating at all.]

[ No that is not fair at all. Because wow, that is rude, particularly when she's not even inside of her. For all he knows it could be something stupid, something he could easily answer for her. Or maybe it wasn't even something important.

But the fact she's going to these lengths clearly show that it is something important. And when he feels the hard throb in his cock, he feels the intense need, the demand of her scent to fuck her, he actually slides down her ass to go just that, to slide in from behind. But somehow, with herculean effort, the man forces himself not to slide into her...

And instead slide down a little, and then a little more, his cock falling off her as to instead bring his head down between her ass cheeks and go down slowly towards her pussy.

He'll tease it out of her, is his frame of mind. She needs his cum, is his frame of mind. It's entirely possible this'll backfire though, because the world doesn't run on caveman logic and she might actually like him eating her out all the more, even if he's slow about getting to it ]

[If it was something stupid then she would have let him deal with it, so if nothing else his train of thought is about right! And for a moment there Nariko's convinced she's managed to avoid the whole thing, she can unpack it all herself whenever she's alone again, and it's not as if she isn't anxious to be fucked to begin with, so the anticipation is real and while she'd manufactured the force of her scent it becomes the truth quickly enough!

... Until he's very clearly not in her.] Masaomi!

[She really is whining now, even though she can sort of guess at what he's heading for instead.] Why?

[Because she's avoiding an issue and sex is their mutual weapon. But she doesn't really have to admit to any of that so her question still stands!]

[ Why... ]

Because I know you won't cum as hard without my dick.

[ And he can torture it out of her! That said, he does still want to obey her scent, that was some control that she had over him, so his tongue comes out, running down the rim of her and to the top of her pussy. He swirls there, and slides around, taking in the wetness.

Sex is their mutual weapon. In a way, if he makes this a torturous game, then it might not be as bad as if it were a serious discussion anyway, right? ]

Jerk.

[But even that is said with a bit of fondness because the anxiety that had arrived with her need to be comforted by Masaomi, and reaffirmed, is suddenly long gone. She can't really be upset about much of anything when he's eating her out, but it doesn't mean she'll be more likely to answer him, either.] S-See, I thought the goal was to cum as hard as possible!

[Once she says it Nariko knows that was really the wrong move but, come on, if a guy shoves his tongue in you and starts putting it to work it's really hard to not say whatever immediately comes to mind!]

I am not above doing that to get my answers!

[ And it'll be alright, in this context. Right?

So he snickers a little, and loops his tongue through the ring at her clit, tugging on it. His hands grip on her ass cheeks, clearly revealing just how tense and how needy he is as well, despite his little act. He's getting out his desire to just thrust it into her by way of doing that. ]

Ahh-

[Yeah, he's really not and there's something ... Fun about it, despite the very serious reason they ended up on this particular track. Nariko has to refrain from jumping in place when he pulls at that one just because it's that damn sensitive, but she can't move up when it feels like her legs might go out in the same moment.] Goddamn!

[... He's probably going to win, she knows it in a very brief moment of honesty with herself, but it's not like her to give in so easily and that won't change now. He's going to have to fight for it a little more.]

[ And fight for it he will. He snarls a little into her crotch, resolving that yes, he will defeat her and he will get the secret! ... And to a lesser extent, he won't freak out when she says it! But mostly, he digs his nails into her ass cheeks as his tongue slides down from that ring and digs itself deeper in her. He curls it around, sliding between several folds and back out towards the outer parts to run along the rings there.

The fact he was making her squirm this much is a small consolation for not wetting his dick.

Still, he swirls his tongue back inside of her, trying to give her more pleasure, mess with her more ]

Masaomi! [Why is he reminding her that he's actually pretty good at this? It does sort of remind her that there's a stupid, funny story she's always meant to tell him regarding a dumb college gathering and a very over-invested dude she'd been banging for a time. That's the kind of weird crap that always seems to flit through her head because she's incredibly focused on the pleasure and yet somehow weirdly detached from it, there's no part of her that isn't reacting in some form and that's why it's important to be good at eating chicks out - or at least Nariko, because almost nothing gets under her skin as well.]

Wh-why won't you - shove your cock in me! Fuck me already! You want to!

[She can smell it, knows it in her bones! Not that it's a strong enough argument]

[ She should tell him that story! And anything else she wants to tell him!

But mostly... the Alpha's smirking because yes, yes he does want to fuck her, his scent is almost contorting with the need and the frustration of it. He must be leaking enough precum out of his cock that it's puddling below him. Which probably even even possible, but it feels like it is. But he's still holding on her because if that's the only thing she can say to him -

Then he's already winning. There's no way that he can do it. So he makes a noise in the back of his throat and digs in a little bit more, going around the edges before he swirls up at her clit ]

Masaomi!

[She'd tell him that he was the king of Africa if that's what he wants to hear! ... No, the true issue here is that she's completely forgotten what she's supposed to telling him that would give them both what they want. It wasn't on purpose by any means it's just that, well, she really got caught up in all of this!]

What - what was the fucking question I don't even know? What words? [What words are is what she actually meant to say, and if he keeps toying with her clit she's pretty much just going to cum on his face.

This is so unfair.]

[ Oh no, oh no no no he did not start this off just to get no answer! So he pulls his tongue back from her, and he shoots back at her- ]

I-- I don't know! You didn't tell me what it was! We were talking about Joshua-san and then you clammed up a little!

[ He lingers there, close to her but not quite going back to it yet, panting. He... They need satisfaction, okay, ]

[They've kind of hit an interesting situation here. While she was definitely unfair to use her scent against him he can't possibly expect her to vocalize a fully formed set of thoughts while she's on the verge of cumming! ... Yes he can. Because this is Masaomi she's considering. The sound she lets out is a pure growl of frustration, the sort of long forgotten noise, so old that he might not remember it from her Alpha days. The only way she'll get it out is to push him back a little, it's only to create space between them, in the end and she needs it to be able to think.]

I - [She doesn't want to talk about this. It's not as simple as a mindless doubt or a concern over the openness of their relationship. It's really a lot worse than that, and she's almost entirely sure that Masaomi can't help her with it.]

... I was going to ask you to run away with me. [As he'd mentioned before - just leaving the kids and the house, all of that behind out of nowhere.]

[ Oh, that's... It's a combination of the shift in her scent and the growl from her and the words themselves, that he ends up feeling a huge wave of something wash over him. And it's as much instinct as anything else that, when confronted with her using up more of her alpha potential, that he shoots back with his own sort of hissing noise through his teeth.

Still, that's - ]

That's a romantic thought, Nariko.

[ But it's not something they're going to do, not now. And more to the point - ] Why now?

[While it's notable that, in that moment, when she's relying on that buried instinct to carry her through this, to make sure that she doesn't lose her nerve and tells him the whole thing, she doesn't feel any need to back down to his response, that's not the point. The point is that it's something she has to use, a means to an end, because of course he would think it was romantic.]

It's not romantic! It's selfish! I don't want it to be 'maybe, statistically'! I don't want to be common to you! I don't want everyone to always be able to have you and take you away from me, either! I want to be special!

[Even if it was something as stupid and petty as being considered the most durable, or having some stupid idyllic house that encapsulated a lifestyle he'd never want, or getting him to leave the whole pack and family he put his all into just so that he wouldn't have a reason to think of anyone but her ... That's pretty fucked up. That's not anything wrong with him, or anything he's doing. That's Nariko not feeling like a good enough excuse of a person, and trying to fix it.

And making her soulmate feel like shit in the process. She knew that.]

But I know I am! You wouldn't have gone through all that effort for this trip if I wasn't! You wouldn't put up with me for nearly twenty years if I wasn't! I'm just -- [Thank god she's not facing him right now.] I'm just a fucking mess. A pathetic, rich-bitch, mess.

[And the problem here is that she's always been one, there's an incredible likelihood that he knows that, in some form or another. But she's tried to keep all this self-doubt and loathing to herself all the same. It wasn't what he signed up for and, really, if not for all the physical torture he'd just run her through she wouldn't have been so honest. ... And awkwardly enough her scent hasn't shifted a bit. They really should have just kept having sex, man. Would have been simpler.]

[ Is love selfish or selfless? He doesn't know - maybe it's something which comes about in equal measure. But he does tense up a little as she begins, despite the mood and despite her scent, despite the throbbing between his legs he finds himself ready for another fight. But that wouldn't be good... that wouldn't help anyone. So he inhales, he exhales, and he leans his forehead up against and somewhat between her ass cheeks.

Common? She's not common. ]

Nariko, I don't know how else I could prove to you that you are special, and you are loved.

[ He says this very gently, and very sincerely. Because he doesn't, short of something insane and selfish, short or betraying something which was special to either or both of them as individuals. ] But if you can think of any, I can try.

[ But... ] If I can correct one or two things there, though?

I know.

[She knows that incredibly well now. Did she have something of a leg to stand on when it came to that cabin and how Masaomi initially dealt with Nathan? Yes. Neither of them was perfect by any means, but at the end of the day they did love each other. They loved each other enough that the almost paradigm shift between herself and her son hadn't made enough of a dent between them as to change anything. She knows all of that, and knows it has to be her that's the problem, her fears and her reactions. Not him. That's why she shakes her head - there's nothing she can think of because anything she might have wanted to change was already dealt with over their trip.

She moves her hair back and out of the way so she can look over her shoulder at him and - She nods at him.]

[ To be fair, her ass is sort of in the way so he can't see her super clearly there, but he gets the sense that she nodded so he'll just go on.

... Masaomi wasn't perfect. He also fretted about his own imperfections. But somehow, as he aged, those imperfections seemed to be less of a problem, or at least, he matured past a lot of them. Some still linger with him - he's very cheap, he overthinks things to the point that they end up as gordian knots, he hesitates at the wrong moments and becomes gung ho at all the wrong ones too. But these were things he accepted. Sort of. He didn't necessarily handle everything well here, but he wanted to try.

Because these arguments they've had have hurt him a lot. ]

First, you're far more into math than I am, so perhaps you know something about statistics I don't, but even if there were a hundred thousand women who are as strong in body as you, none of those women are someone I am as emotionally connected to, are as beautiful in mind as I know you are. I don't think that my love is something which should be defined by that chance.

Second, [ In all honesty he has more reasons to be concerned she will be taken from him, if he is honest. But he doesn't say that, it wouldn't serve any purpose ] I've never put up with you, Nariko. Toleration is far from the same thing as adoration. I've accepted and wanted you here.

[Futurelandia] The Wonderful Christmas (and maybe into New Years stuff too)

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whenever these two are done she's gonna run off and call Nathan so look forward to that??

adding another little bit I see rofl looks forward to it

we can't stop the growth fieryelmo.gif

seems about right tbh

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This is weirdly cute to me does this count as fluff?

Fluff is whatever your heart wants it to be shoot for the stars

then this is officially at least a little fluffy

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ironically slow claps at her always working out deep seated issues with sex

Terrible man

Seriously thank you for putting up with this difficult twit

hahaha no it's fine. I've given you some problems here too.

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