masanari | [Futurelandia] An Eventful Valentines and beyond (happy new year)

[ . . . ] I thought I beat you with the stud thing. I mean - how can I beat that.

[ He says this in a defeated, blushing sort of way. The fact of the matter is that he's not sure how he should be responding to that other than his dick throbbing inside of her. He can feel it deep inside, and he's so turned on at those messages already. She needs to do that. She's even lopping up his spit. The fact is that...

Wow. ]

But I'm not gonna lose to that! I love you times four hundred thousand and like as much ... I'll make you breakfast in bed when I'm home!

[Of course she's going to do that! Junko will easily accept that he'll fuck other women, but there's no reason she can't keep the flames going, right? It'll allow her a lot of creativity, and make his inevitable returns that much more fun! But then he comes back with giving her breakfast in bed and that's just so damn sweet. How is he even real.]

Okay, you win. [She's not even upset at giving it up now because, well, she never imagined being the kind of person that would ...

...

It's nothing.]

You definitely win, and for that I'll satisfy any wish you might have before you leave, this time. [She kisses him again, toying with his mouth a little more.]

[ The breakfast in bed wins? Damn, man, if it wins like that, then he's not sure where she ranks those messages. Those messages sound impossibly hot to him. He flushes, and she shakes his head to try to clear it, leaning down to bit down on her lip, tug at it, and let go it. His hands start to dance around her body a little more, probing her for sensitive spots, ]

I can win with somethin' like that? Can you still not cook well?

[ It's been years since he was last here, she could have worked it out! ]

I can cook just fine.

[She really was horrible before, so it's actually a fair question and she doesn't take it personally.] I just didn't think I'd ever get stuff like that from anyone. It's nice.

[Breakfast in bed and actually going out, building something stable with another person, all without compromising her ideals or her dreams or what kind of person she's growing into. While there will be inevitable difficulties right now it seems as if Junko was finally on the path she wanted, the one that would force her to grow but be fun, too.]

.... Speaking of food, though, I should probably learn how to cook Japanese food now.

Y'don't need to if you don't wanna. But if you do, I can probably help with that - 'm no good at teaching, but I'm a good enough cook.

[ He says this a little bit sheepishly. But yeah, she had been horrible back then, even if she was intent to try it out. Still, Rin seems to squirm on top of her and he kisses her a little bit off-cheek. She was really...

He loved her. He'd loved her for a long, long time. ]

Y'ain't gonna waste away when I'm gone, are you?

I want to! I don't get enough of it as it is and, besides [A little pause here.] I like the thought of making it for you.

[Low key housewifey, pretty much!

She smiles at that kiss and shifts her hips a little in a lazy sort of thrust despite that question.]

No. [She has things she wants to do, goals to meet and ultimately succeed, things to see and experience with her own eyes and her own freedom.] But, Rin. [He brought it up so now she really can't help wondering, and of everything this is the one aspect she's terrified of now, the one part that could destroy all of this:]

Is it that you're going to be gone for months at a time, or years?

[Because it's been the latter, but she didn't know how much of that might be the result of her dad having his own pack, his own life, and the fact that Rin had his own pack, as well. The long stretches between visits might have had as much to do with his work as the fact that, as lightly mentioned before, her dad's old pack just kind of separated at its foundation. And she's kind of hoping for that, in all honesty.]

Weeks or months. [ Now that he had finally connected with her like this - there's no way he was going to be so remiss as to be away that long again. Years had been a bit of a self imposed exile, on top of how many other complications there were from both work and the relationship between him, his brother(s), and the others of that broken pack. But he answers that quickly, quietly, and as his hands dance up under her arms ]

If it's ever any longer than four months I'll warn you, don't worry.

[ He liked that she didn't need him around every moment, not because he didn't necessarily want to be, but because for a variety of reasons more or less equally important to his relationship with her - the one that had just formed - he couldn't be. He hoped she could understand that, and appreciate the moments that they did have. He runs his hands up there, brushing her and musing to himself - ah. That cooking. It sounded cute ]

Edited 2016-01-23 07:29 (UTC)

Oh, thank god.

[The relief that crashes through her is genuinely dizzying. The few seconds between her asking the question and his answer had been like hell on Earth. The truth of the matter was that she wouldn't have just gotten up and left if he'd said years but she just didn't want it to be that way. It would be nearly impossible, it would be torture to go without this feeling. She lets out a shaky breathe and then smiles, expression clear.]

I can handle that. [It wasn't idealistic love or lust that fueled that answer but the sort of pragmatic truthfulness that Junko could be known for. It would be hard, sure, there might be things that Rin would miss this way. He might not be around when she graduates high school, let alone college. She'll have to tell people she is taken but no, there's no meeting Rin whenever. But that'll be alright. Those are things she can deal with.

As if to reassure the both of them she takes one of his hands in hers, and kisses his fingers.] Wherever you go is where I go. [And then she blushes a little.] ... That's what it feels like, anyway.

Naw, you got it backwards.

[ He doesn't mean this in a way that's giving up his control, but he also means this pragmatically. He doesn't even have a real address right now, all his snail mail gets delivered to the office branch he works out of and then forwarded to whatever hotel or other place of residence he happens to be in at the time. But he smiles at her, shifting his knuckles against her lips. ]

Yer home's when you're with me, so yer mine - but wherever you go is where I'm following. I'm pretty sure it's a lot more like that.

[ If it was this pack or some other pack she joined in the future, or a lab she worked at, that was where he would come home to ]

[Either way, she's filled with that unbearable sense of joy again. His. She's his. She actually belongs to someone now. For as smart as she was, and for as beautiful people would claim her to be she hadn't ever thought herself .. The type to have this kind of happiness. But now it's here and she kind of has to refrain from feeling incredibly unworthy of it all.]

Well, I don't plan on moving around too much, it's not really my style. So I really will be able to give you a home, in a sense.

[She pauses.] Well, more like an apartment, but it's a start.

[Wait, also!] Do you like dogs?

[This is an incredibly important question.]

[ The best response here... is to be honest.

She's going to live alone in an apartment? Weird.

But- ] I like cats more, but 've got nothin' against dogs! Just been around them less.

[ That was embarrassing and mildly worrying to say, because he was a little bit afraid, somehow, that she would be offended by this answer. His cheeks color to reflect this, though he doesn't break eye contact with her. ]

Hey, where you are is all that matters though. Could be here, an apartment, with some new Alpha, anywhere.

[She's not going to live in a dorm for the whole of college! She'd probably kill her roommate.]

That's okay, I know that the future Tesla will love you as much as I do, so I'm not worried. [Mostly she was just worried he might be allergic to them or something. But she's going to have her fun, if very serious college life even if she has to beg her dad - and she probably will, since she doubts he's looked at how much it'll cost to send her off to school.]

That'll be what it is, what I want to know is! [Dramatic effect!!] Why does it seem like you've known all this would happen?

[You've had your dick in her for closer to an hour than not, Rin, let's start all this off with honesty!]

[ Telsa? Is that the name of her dog? ... Err. Future dog. Somehow he didn't even think about her college, but she is that young isn't she? oh well. But as for that second question. Err. That. Was...

He doesn't want to lie to her. But ll the same, he doesn't - it's embarrassing and a little creepy, so - ] --- Because I did! ... But wouldn't you rather go back to fucking?!

[Tesla is the name of her future corgi, yes. No more waiting for anyone to get it for her! She'd save up money or otherwise adopt one when she left for school! And it would be her companion for those four years, since Audrey's choices were too far away, and Yamato wasn't possibly going to follow her, either.

But more importantly she doesn't take that answer very well. She's certainly wet enough but in that moment she pouts at him.]

Why won't you just tell me?

[He could essentially plan a future with her, but he couldn't be straight with her?]

[ Because there is no way she wants to hear this answer. His eyes are wide and he looks at her very scared for a long moment, and then, hesitantly... ]

'Cus I knew I was going to fall for you since you were like... nine? [ It might have been younger, it might not have, he'll go with nine because that just seems reasonable. ] And I've been waiting for it. Err. You? To be old enough for it.

[ The wording is strange there, and he knows. But the fact of the matter is that when she was young, he was already drawn to her, already was finding himself fixated on her, and when he caught the whiff of some prepubescent beginnings of a scent, he ended up zeroed in on it in a way that made him feel wrong. So. He waited. ]

[... In a way she wants to take it back when she sees that expression. He's genuinely, really concerned about answering her and she'd sort of thought he was just being stubborn? But it's for that reason that her expression remains largely unreadable, not blank, but not judging either. She blinks, lets her mind roll over that information and then ...

Junko holds his face again and leans up enough to kiss him herself.]

I'm sorry I made you wait so long, Rin, I will make sure to be worth it.

[And then she smiles, warm, gentle, and reassuring - it's a moment where she embodies her mother more than her father despite her physical appearance. It's okay, he doesn't have anything to be afraid of, she isn't grossed out or even judgmental.]

You--- you can't help when yer born. It just kinda happens, so... so it's no big deal.

[ He comes back with that, weakly, the relief utterly visible on his face. Rin could never hide his feelings, not from her and really not from much anyone else. He swears everything he feels and says on his sleeve, its why he keeps his secrets he must keep entirely by omission. He gives no hint of them, because if he did, he would surely reveal all about them.

But right now, he's looking at her with a loving, relieved, and exhausted look, like he feels something washing over him, past him. She didn't think it was disgusting, and she accepted it that easily. He even knew it was creepy ]

That's true.

[She didn't think any of those things! Nor did she believe he was creepy, not even a little! And even if he was she'd probably be turned on by it because, come on, Ethan's problem wasn't that he was verging on a quite sociopathy, it was that he wasn't aggressive enough.] But you can't help who you fall in love with either. Because, [Well.] we're mates, right?

[It has to be that. Nothing else would make sense, and nothing else could make him so cagey about the whole thing.]

It must have been difficult for you.

[ Rin wasn't exactly a macho man who didn't want anyone else to see him hurt, he was far too emotional and far too obvious for it to be that. No, rather, it's more the fact that he didn't want to make this beautiful first encounter of theirs all about him and how he chose to handle their past. He shifts a little, and he huffs. But it would be pointless to lie to her, he was a terrible liar and he didn't want to upset her further ]

Yeah, we're mates... and it's been really hard to deal with stuff like thinkin' a little girl was really pretty lookin', and having her make your heart race.

Hey, at least you didn't feel me up! [That ... Would have been a little unsettling, if even just in hindsight.] I guess that explains why you always irritated the crap out of me.

[How does that ... Explain it ...]

Seriously, how did I end up with a mate that's really hot! And I even made your heart race!

Ain't that my line?

[ . . Except for the irritated bit. That makes him winge a little, but he ends up smiling anyway, laughing it off with a shake of his head. He nudges his forehead against hers and answers more ]

I wasn't gonna touch you 'til you were old enough for it all. It was hard, though.

[It's not a negative, though! Even if it's only a loose concept, and one that she can't prove or disprove either way, that frustration she might have felt towards him might have been a warped sense of confusion. Junko, as a kid, couldn't entirely grasp what a mate was but did that really bar her from feeling it? A sense of connection with someone for no identifiable reason would have been confusing for a little kid. And what kids do when they didn't understand?

... Who knew, but Junko always acted out until she'd outgrown a particular stage of her life and begun to control her emotions a little more.]

Now you can touch me whenever and however you want. [And it won't be incredibly weird or unsettling, either! She kisses him, then, but it's a little gentle, maybe a little softer than it should be for that moment.] I have to be the luckiest girl in the world.

[There's a part of her that wants to ask why he would bother her now, when she's still too young and hardly possesses anything that might make her worthy of him. But she knows better than to get into that, and they're having a good moment here.]

[ The luckiest girl in the world...

Honestly, it's that he was brought into her room, it's that he smelled that coffee scent and he was inundated with all that has gone on within these walls, from herself and with others. He couldn't help himself, rationalizing that maybe it was finally time. Because how long could he wait? Could it have even worked now that she was a gorgeous and clearly sexually active young woman. The man giggles a bit at the kiss, and he shakes his head, bringing his hands up to cup her breasts again, squeeze them and tug, twist on the nipples. ]

Yer really almost doing too much for flattering me now, c'mon. [ That said - his dick had throbbed one too many times. He considers changing the position, but thinks better of trying anything so "complicated" - instead, he winds his hips back to thrust back into her again, starting up a slight pac ]

But only 'almost' which means that there could be room for more!

[Because she does feel lucky to end up with a mate like Rin. There really was no choosing who you ended up with, you had to hope that whoever it was happened to be right for the job, or that they weren't a total mess before they ended up with you, that kind of thing. And, at the end of the day, there was a little part of Junko that had trouble accepting she was allowed this. That was a part of it too.

That Rin ends up breaking those thoughts very quickly is for the better. But that he thinks she might not be game for another position is something else entirely.]

Hold on, let's ... [She pushes at his shoulders to try and guide him onto his back so that she can be on top, and somehow she wants to manage that without being completely separated from him, too.]

[ Almost just meant that he shouldn't be flattered that much, come on! Just answer him honestly, not with flattery! Or... something like that. But the man is still willing to move back a bit and flip over with her. He licks his lips, and tries to flip back and lean over so that she can, indeed, be on top.

Hah. She can and does take the lead too. ]

Yeah, yeah, if yer saying so.

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